Ariana Grande was 'drunk' & 'sad' for months after Mac Miller's death; Makes other SHOCKING confessions

Ariana Grande has been coming to terms with Mac Miller. In a new interview, she recalls being sad and drunk for months and made a few more stunning confessions.
Ariana Grande was 'drunk' & 'sad' for months after Mac Miller's death; Makes other SHOCKING confessionsAriana Grande was 'drunk' & 'sad' for months after Mac Miller's death; Makes other SHOCKING confessions
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It is no secret that Ariana Grande was shattered when she learned about Mac Miller's death. The 26-year-old singer dated Miller for two years before they parted ways in 2018. It came as a shock to the world when news broke out that Miller passed away. The singer, who was all of 26, died of an apparent overdose. Ariana paid her respects to Mac on social media. At the time, she was engaged to Pete Davidson. Few months after, they parted ways. Although she released a hit album with songs like Thank U, Next, where she thanked Miller and ex-fiance Davidson, and Imagine, Ariana's personal life wasn't in great shape. 

Speaking about her previous year with Vogue, Ariana spilled the beans and confessed she doesn't even remember the whole period of writing and recording her new album. She admitted she was too "drunk" and "sad" for months. "My friends know how much solace music brings me, so I think it was an all-around, let’s-get-her-there type situation,” she remembers. 

"But if I’m completely honest, I don’t remember those months of my life because I was (a) so drunk and (b) so sad. I don’t really remember how it started or how it finished, or how all of a sudden there were 10 songs on the board," she added. It was during this phase that she realised that she had to spend more time with herself. 

"I think that this is the first album and also the first year of my life where I’m realizing that I can no longer put off spending time with myself, just as me. I’ve been boo’d up my entire adult life. I’ve always had someone to say goodnight to. So Thank U, Next was this moment of self-realization. It was this scary moment of ‘Wow, you have to face all this stuff now. No more distractions. You have to heal all this sh*t,’” she said. 

Speaking about her relationship with Miller, Ariana added, "By no means was what we had perfect, but, like, fuck. He was the best person ever, and he didn’t deserve the demons he had. I was the glue for such a long time, and I found myself becoming . . . less and less sticky. The pieces just started to float away."Grande also spoke about her ex-fiance, Pete during the interview. She admitted that she "didn't know him" and he was an "amazing distraction" from the unhealthy patterns in LA. 

“My friends were like, ‘Come! We’re gonna have a fun summer.’ And then I met Pete, and it was an amazing distraction. It was frivolous and fun and insane and highly unrealistic, and I loved him, and I didn’t know him. I’m like an infant when it comes to real life and this old soul, been-around-the-block-a-million-times artist," she explained. “I still don’t trust myself with the life stuff,” she added. 

Stay tuned to Pinkvilla for more updates. 

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