After filing for divorce from Dean McDermott, her partner of 18 years, Tori Spelling revealingly announces that she still has her moments of doubt over this decision, which the former couple made earlier this month. On an episode of her own misSPELLING podcast, the 50-year-old actress, who is best known for her role in the drama series Beverly Hills, 90210, says "I'm not gonna lie, there are moments where I'm like, 'Should I have stayed?' What are the long-term ramifications on the children of staying in a marriage where they have a family, they're in the same house, it's all in tact, you move fluidly, but there's so much unhappiness, so much anger?'"
"At what point is it worth it to have to go through that process where they're separated and they go see different parents? I don't know. I didn't know the answer until I was in it," Spelling continues. The two share five kids: Liam, 17, Stella, 15, Hattie, 12, Finn, 11, and Beau, 7. McDermott also has one son, Jack, 24, from a previous relationship. 
So much resentment that was built up that I couldn't go back to that: Tori Spelling:
"There's still times where I'm like, 'Oh…,' because we do have family dinners with Dean and his girlfriend. I like her a lot. I like Lily a lot. It's just different," Spelling said about Lily Calo, a senior account executive at Conscious Community Global in Los Angeles, who was linked with McDermott in October of 2023. "Dean is a very good looking man. That has never changed. I think there was just so much resentment that was built up that I couldn't go back to that," she further added.
Spelling also said that she does not believe that co-parents need to end up together. "I don't know if I believe that everyone should end up with the person they have kids with. I just don't know if it's ultimately possible," she told, additionally saying that she thinks having kids “breaks a relationship.”
Tori Spelling and Ryan Creamer, a blossoming romance:
Spelling’s love life had blossomed before the divorce was filed. She was spotted with Ryan Creamer back in November of last year. Creamer is the CEO and creative director for the Neuron Syndicate advertising agency, as reported by US Weekly. "Dean is still seeing Lily (Calo) and Tori feels fine and neutral about it. She is still doing her own thing and seeing Ryan, but he is a very under-the-radar type of guy," a source told ET.
"Tori filing for divorce from Dean was not a surprise to either of them. They have both been getting their ducks in a row and a plan in place for the past couple of years," the source added. It's not a volatile situation on either end and things are actually pretty cordial between them. Their co-parenting situation is fine and continuing to get better,” they further added.
